One Line a Day

One line a day

This morning Emily gave me a very special gift, “ONE LINE A DAY, A Five-Year Memory Book”. It is a beautiful little book for me to keep my journal in a very special way. It starts on January 1, and each page is for a day with five columns which are for the five different years of that day. Then I turn the page on the next day, and fill in the date accordingly. After finishing my first year, I will have to flip back to the first page, continue my journal on the second column for the second year. A column is pretty tiny which allows me to write down only a small paragraph (or even just a sentence) for each day. Now here is the interesting part as it says on the very first page of the journal, “A condensed, comparative record for five years, for recording events most worthy of remembrance.” This makes me wonder, what should I write down for today? What is the most valuable thing happened today?

After I came home with this little book, I immediately started to write things down. However, today is November 7, I would like to begin with the first day of the month, and 7 is actually not too late so I traced back to November 1. I’ve been using this blog for more than six years now, and I will never want to let it go so I also want to make a copy down here. (Chinese is my favorite and of course my best language, but now things happen around me in English so just allow me to write it down in English.)

[Nov 1] Studied with Emily, Brizy, and Danie at home *Ear plugs* and listened to Em’s presentation for her graduate thesis (+Chri). Frozen yogurt seems like where me and Chri will wanna go all the time. Stayed up till 4:35am with Em with wonderful conversation/fellowship/stupid jokes/laughter/sleepover.

[Nov 2] Decided with Em to do the “Love” verses pray-reading throughout the entire Bible. Woke up with Caramel Brulee Latte on my desk (with Chri screaming at us in the morning about how late we went to bed.)

[Nov 3] Gloria’s birthday! Blending trip to Waco, TX. The Lord is amazing and precious! Took Danie together, such a lovely one. [Why little faith to speak for You, Lord? Lord, in You I also want to be fearless.]

[Nov 4] Had MR with Michelle and Danie (as she said: we can choose to meet God in the morning!) [Amazing sharing at the meeting/Awesome table meeting/Luke 22/Christ is the solid rock we stand]. Danie sleepover.

[Nov 5] [Shared with Christina] What matters is our faith and blessings from God. We need to have faith that God gives us the best things and leads us in His plan. We give Him the results of exams no matter good or bad. We trust in Him.

[Nov 6] Luke 14:12-14. They saw me when I was nobody; they took care of me when I can do nothing for them; they loved me when I was the least but needed it the most. [Pass on care and do this for God.]

[Nov 7] My best/worst ❤ friend got me this special journal and made my day! Thank you Lord for this wonderful companion. Screamed with Chri/Jumped/Sang/Ate up all Misa’s fried rice at Peggy’s.

Wait. Isn’t it interesting that I actually can’t remember anything from my schoolworks, jobs, or crazy schedules? I called Em earlier this evening and told her that all I can remember is the time with you girls and my enjoyment from God. This is so wonderful. I think everyone should at least keep a journal like this! You make yourself truly think about what is valuable in your life.

And yes, besides keep up with this one-line journal, drink 8 glasses of water every single day. Stay hydrated!

又到橙黃橘綠時

有時候我們相隔很遠,但其實很近,而我們很近的時候,發現了仍然存在微小的距離。有時候我覺得我們深厚的關係也是如此,再深厚也有脆弱的地方,卻在脆弱之間看見了堅強的部分。

我們通了信。原來我們都是這樣想念台北,我卻驚覺台北冬天的溼冷在我的印象裡已經變得稀薄,我只記得那剛過不久,喧鬧還未完全平靜下來,熱烘烘的夏夜。我不太記得伸出手空氣冷到什麼程度,不太記得那是怎麼樣的一個氛圍。我想得起來的是幾個有陽光我們躺在花圃邊的冬日,勾著手一塊兒買燙手的奶茶,坐在一起取暖。我還記得你雙手置在口袋裡,圍巾繞到剛好遮蓋住口鼻的高度,那雙眼泛著藏不住的笑意的模樣。

因為熟稔所以有時便任性了起來,因為很了解所以霸道地認為你怎麼可以大意疏忽我的感受。(是的,當你問起我是否不高興時,我說了謊。因為我不知道要怎麼跟你說你那一刻簡直就跟他們一樣壞。) 那天我們都不小心睡著了,夜晚在四處無人時悄悄降到了攝氏三度,星空變得很冷淨,呼吸很均勻。丹尼爾指著克莉絲汀對我說,你看她的長睫毛多漂亮。

D & C

最美的風景是人,我們越長大越是這樣覺得。而我的故鄉也是因為人,人才是故鄉,台北只是個地理名詞,但又因此超越地理名詞。我給距離起了個定義,只要我無法臨時起意就能找到你的地方都是距離。而坐車到不了的地方,都是另外一個時光平行的世界。